i know i've expressed a lot of displeasure when i'm talking to you and i'm sorry if i've been in any way rude or bitchy even, saying probably really insensitive stuff. but i feel the need to let you know that what you said was ridiculously immature(i'm not too mature myself as many of you would know so you can imagine the degree of immaturity of what you said was)and it really really annoyed me when you said that and misunderstood me when i told you how shallow what you said was. i didn't exactly use the word "shallow" cos that would be downright rude but you should've gotten the hint cos i believe you're not dumb at all. i mean it peeves me when you say such stupid stuff like what the freak how could you even think of that?!?! anyway i'm sorry if i've been rude. you're smarter than this don't act dumb it gets annoying. everyone seemed like a peeve today - the bloody librarian hehe. my fine was $6 i spent so much money today even though it was freaking ano-day. do i regret spending so much money yes yes i do i hate spending money but it's never an option not to HAHA. I don't quite feel the heart pain when i see the cash just go away like that cos i never pay for my own stuff, which is good but i'm scared one day i'll run out of my parent's money, taking taxis instead of buses that could save SO much more money. but there's always the comfort factor, right? i hate spending money i hate spending my parent's hard earned money. SERIOUSLY I DO. but i can't help it. DAMN IT I JUST REALISED I HAVE TO WEAR SCHOOL UNIFORM TOMORROW?!?!? first time i'm going for PTM ever. hehe i think i'll stay in the car though. YES YES YES I MADE IT daddy's money has not REALLY gone to waste. well actually i'd say yes since it's taken this long for me to get it. Daddy isn't too excited about it cos i should've been there long ago. :( Sorry daddy + mommy + everybody.